"I, myself, deeply regret what happened between me and President Clinton," she notes. "Sure, my boss took advantage of me, but I will always remain firm on this point: it was a consensual relationship. Any 'abuse' came in the aftermath, when I was made a scapegoat in order to protect his powerful position." Lewinsky says she believes the scandal has cost her several job opportunities, but notes that she also turned down lucrative "tell-all" offers "because they didn't feel like the right thing to do." She says she is still recognized daily and referenced in pop culture, including in Beyonce's recent song "Partition." But she seems to maintain a good humor about the attention, for the most part. "Thanks, Beyoncé," Lewinsky writes, "but if we're verbing, I think you meant 'Bill Clinton'd all on my gown,' not 'Monica Lewinsky'd."